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Literary
Magazines Spillway was one of the first literary magazines to publish Wolf Larsen. The following appeared in Spillway back in the summer of 1999. From The Exclamation Point! by Wolf Larsen (The Exclamation Point is a run-on sentence that is three hundred pages long. This is an avant-garde explosion in contemporary literature.)
I arrived at the Amsterdam train station which everyone had warned me about with screeches of death terror across the universe echoing a million times over and I walked outta the station with visions of hordes of smack shooting cocaine freaked weirded out people out of some Charles Dickens novel or Les Miserables play all rampaging at me at once and my arms flailing about me helplessly like a piece of meat in a den of lions but all there was was this nice lady asking me if I wanted to stay in a youth hostile and being all pumped up on seething adrenaline I stared at her with the glare of a million tanks and armaments flashing out of my eyes at the smallish nice lady - what a jeeerk I felt like afterwards and AIDS is de?ath i?n m?y bo?dy
desperate need all over the streets crawling over buildings and looking under the sky and through all the morass of walls and concrete for a shot up the - spike - vein of that - spike - red rum smack - spike - up the - spike - up the arm everyone wants to shoot a little death into them, everyone wants to swallow a little death grab a little death smear themselves in death stare at death highways roaring with death and so I was sitting in a cafe surrounded by this thin long square of a room with its walls painted with cracked and falling worlds exposing scenes of maddening rushing crowds upon you and searchlights and flashing colors and ... uh-oh ... no the people didn't turn into some freakish cubism of faces parading about in a George Grosz kind of world mixed with neo- expressionist shouting disturbing kind of oils, nor did my brain cave in with
own paranoia in the crashing falling room because I was afraid all my thoughts would leak out ... and all the seats in that drowning room were filled with living replications of Jesus who all would know what a child-molesting sever-your-head-and-put-it-in-a- refrigerator kind of guy I am trying not to laugh hysterically uncontrollably at the thought of it trying to bolt steel screwing bolts down into hard armored plates over my conspicuous personality that was about to gush out in a series Ludwig Meidner self-portraits and I was sitting there in the coffee shop feeling that at any moment the colossal machines of war were going to come crashing down on the human race beloooooooooowing their way through the debris of shattered cities and rolling over dead bodies or that the whole of squirming humanity would set upon each other in a wild storm of primitive butchery and civilization would crack and whole entire cities with all their skyscrapers and hulking factory buildings and warehouses would all come crashing falling down on whole multitudes of screaming people burying us in an avalanche of arms and legs and bleeding torsos and heads with bullet holes through their skulls sort of like a nice day in the park or a pleasant night spent sleeping on the New York City subway or maybe in a dry doorway somewhere, I was drifting in pinks and light blues out of that coffeeshop in Amsterdam cracking crumbling falling walls entering my brain entering the eternal chaos and darkness of my mind imagining all your corpses as sprawled out still lifes across the urban landscapes of the world after the mushroom clouds loom over the horizon Copright 1998 by Wolf Larsen
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